I’m not sad anymore, I don’t know what I feel. Maybe that’s the real problem, I ignored it until it finally ruined everything I am.
Unknown (to me)
I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me.
Joshua Graham (via adderalldust)

(Source: outdoor-anarchy)

averagefairy:

u ever text someone something risky and every second that they dont respond is another spike in ur blood pressure and u stare at your hand like why did u type that u fool its over the universe is crumbling to pieces this is my demise

Depression is stupid and not a thing that makes me a better writer. One time I went a whole year without writing and I stayed in bed and drank. Fuck your Bukowskisms. I want sunlight and love and running down some street I’ve never been on where it’s warm and cool at the same time and I’m smiling. I want nothing to ever be bad again- and I don’t mean that I want a life free of conflict, I mean that I want a life free of meaningless conflict. Not being able to will oneself to take a shower or leave the house is meaningless. There is nothing to be gained, no lesson to be learned from that kind of life. My heart is stale, my prose is stale. Give me fire if you want to hurt me. Give me something I can taste. There’s nothing romantic or mysterious about where I am. There’s nothing here worth holding onto.
By Joshua Espinoza  (via quibbler)

(Source: doubtsbestally)

I have learned that you can go anywhere you want to go and do anything you want to do and buy all the things that you want to buy and meet all the people that you want to meet and learn all the things that you desire to learn and if you do all these things but are not madly in love: you have still not begun to live.
C. JoyBell C. (via teenager90s)
Find a place inside where there’s joy, and the joy will burn out the pain.
 Joseph Campbell (via feellng)
Even if you know what’s coming, you’re never prepared for how it feels.
Natalie Standiford, How to Say Goodbye in Robot (via thisisthehorrorshow)

(Source: larmoyante)

blindedbythelightts:

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Pain. It comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain that we live with everyday. Then there is the kind of pain so great that it blocks out everything else, makes the rest of your world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt, how we manage our pain is up to us. We anaesthesize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it, and for some of us the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.
(via myshortnotes)

broken-teen-x:

I thought I would get better.

depressionessoverload:

“There are darknesses in life and there are lights, and you are one of the lights, the light of all lights.” 

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